complicated life...

very fan dis 2 days dunno y emo... stress... n oso many things to do... exam coming soon oso... den competition soon... i dunno i seriously dunno y some1 did told me a quite gd way to relax: ''juz lie down n think of me.then sleep...after tht d next day will be fine lol'' i try n i did tht but i cant get rid of it...i try so hard but i cant...y?? i dun mean to blame any1 so den i blame myself tht's d mainpoint no matter wat happen to me...is my fault not my fault, i will think tht it is my fault..the thing hapen after tht??? EMO n i still dunno how to put it down n let it go....feel like wanna die lah mayb is not minebut i think tht is mine: wtf wat m i thinking lah aiyo........ juz cant get rid about it no 1 can help me actually i noe i nid to help my self n get over it is juz i cant find any way to get over it i mean i m finding...... although i m happy on my outlook.... but actually i m so hurt n try to b happy in my heart jeffrey told me smtg on friday... "all dis thing every1 will kena 1 is juz c when is it gonna kena" too bad mine is so early n make me feel like dieing ~sigh~ n i feel so stress chee wai...dun feel useless i wan a person 2 stay beside me when i m so down n i noe u can so dun feel useless...i luv u n it will last forever~